Well Hello There...

How have you been? (: It's been a while, hasn't it? Well in that case, I think I'd better do my first post all over again...

OMG HI!

This is me in a nutshell (aaaahhh, I'm in a nutshell!!!): My name is MADI, remember it. :) Tall, brown hair with red, green eyes, no freckles, and a smart ass, that's pretty much me. I play my music way too loud and dance around for no reason at all, get used to it. I'm single, but I'm not really wanting to date right now. I go to Snohomish High School as a Sophomore, almost a Junior. If you mean something to me you'll know it. I wanna get in a fight someday because it sounds fun. :) I go to Alex for everything and can trust him a lot. I also have two other best friends, Amanda and Kayser. I hate people who are full of themselves, gossip, are annoying, or who smell, so if you are any of those things don't talk to me. I may come off as weird to you, but I'm ok with that because I am. If you have something to say about me, say it to me not your little friends. I'm really random and I don't really care what you think about me. I've changed a lot in the past year but I'm fine with who I'm becoming. I talk to guys more than girls because girls are boring too talk to. I love hugs and cologne. :) Yeah, I make mistakes but they don't hold me back.  I want to pursue acting, but I honestly don't mind being on either side of a camera. I can keep your secrets if you can keep mine, but I've learned that not many people can. I'm a Saggitarius :)  I'm opinionated, stubborn, wild, cheerful, confident, fun, loving, care a little too much about everything, and little do most know...I'm really deep. A famous quote I love is: "I would get married in a swamp while it's raining while wearing a paper bag as long as i can be with you." ...and I mean that. I'll go on a date to McDonalds or to his house and play Left 4 Dead 2 if I was with someone that really and honestly cared for me. I don't need much! As for saying I love you, I don't care how long it takes, just as long as you mean it when you say it! So yeah, that just a little peek into my life!!!

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Oh My Gosh!

Sooooooooo much to tell! wowwowwowwowwowwowwow! I really haven't been on in FOREVER!!!! Ok....now that I think about it not much to tell.....lol....ha-ha got you excited, huh? Well, I just wanna let you know that I am no longer putting any more pictures on here. All of my pictures on here currently and more can now be viewed on my photobucket account. To get there, go to http://photobucket.com/punk_princess800. Check out my other albums too. Also, the new favorite website of mine is the page called http://www.datatek.net/Humor/How%20to%20be%20Annoying . It is totally AMAZING!!!! Ha-ha...and you all have to check out the Fred vids on YouTube if you haven't seen them yet. Don't Laugh! I just saw them three days ago! Anyhow...I have a new best friend. Her name is Jessica...but she be goths...so she hates her name and we all calls her Kayser. She is awesome. And my new objective thingy is to try out for cheerleading and actually MAKE IT. Wow...I know, right? Like it'll happen...but whatever. At least I can try again next year if I don't. Or maybe not...things change...right? Oh and I finally am not scared to go into the pub just because there are video cameras in there! Maybe I am finally healing from the "incident"...Nahhhh...Oh well. And I love you I love you I love you I love you!!!!!!! You know who you are... :) Ummm....That's it for now...talk to you later...I am gonna go watch Across the Universe and eat CHIPS!!!! Love you guys! <3

I was pondering something in my head and decided to ask someone other than myself... Does one little sentence really matter that much? Can it change your life forever? Change everything you ever thought was possible, what was right? When you’re teetering on the brink of destruction, can one phrase really make you or break you as they say? Which of the many infinite possibilities of lines that could be said or even read are the ones that can do this? And who would have the courage to do so, all the while knowing that it could change someone forever? Can you answer me? Anyone? Or at least ponder it yourself...make me feel a little less like a lunatic? About a month ago I was given one phrase that has definitely changed my ENTIRE life. “You need help, Madi…and you are going to Fairfax.” I never expected that one phrase would ever have such an affect on me. But here’s how I have changed: I now have a phobia of cameras (like video cameras in banks and stores and stuff…not picture taking ones) and frosted windows. I also absolutely hate fog (because you can’t see things through the window…or at least not clearly…). I have a new pair of pants from a girl who was there. I officially don’t care whether or not I do my hair or make-up (even though I still do it). I am probably mentally and emotionally scarred for life and am probably worse off than I was to start with. I no longer own a razor blade. I no longer have texting…or for that matter, a phone. I have way less freedoms and my mom wont let me hang with my only best friends, Emily, Amanda, and Alyssa because they might be a bad influence on me, because I’m fragile (AAAHHHHHH!!!!!). And I have met the most amazing person ever and I may be falling in love with him. Exept for the last part...I kinda want to say: "SOMEONE SHOOT ME!".

yeah...

ok I'll be done now... :/